Pretty Terrible Things

According to one person that I thought I knew claimed the above which I think includes the following since the person wished not to elaborate:

1) Being resourceful
2) Concerned about the safety of others
3) Being non-discriminative
4) Having some common sense (I am repeating 1 again)

I am bemused by this absurd paraphrasing while I get back to sorting out my never-ending laundry. And the sad and funny part of this whole melodrama is that I am not melodramatic or sad. I am just indifferent.

Irritated

I normally do not whine like this (on the internet at least!) but well, if you had your pencil box with an expensive scientific calculator in it HIDDEN behind a 20, 000 ringgit Muscle Man Model during a dissection section, then you would.

Not only did I end up searching like a fool throughout the dissection hall, I went messaging around 70 people to ask if they had seen it. Thankfully, some people responded and led me to the discovery of my lost pencil box.

I mean if they (meaning the people organizing this treasure hunt) had time to do all that, they would rather … never mind, they could have done a 100 other things. I personally decided not to look for that person/s. I have at least a few better things to do.

All I have to say is that I probably lost a few stones with all that running and adrenaline rushing. Not to mention a way lot of pressure as this is the second time it happened. Thank you very much.

In addition to that, I had the fortune to be the subject of temper and ridicule for some people today … It just confirms that my once thought suspicions as being disliked by most people is true. I sometimes think that people wish I were invisible and kept very quiet. Maybe I will just do that.

Nah, nothing shuts me up but maybe I will be quieter. HEY, I at least do not go around hurting people. Even if I do it is purely accidental, I try to apologize A.SA.P.. But at least this gives me the insight I need to understand about people whom I thought I knew. Well, well, the world is full of surprises... If I am going to be a subject of attitude, I too can do "attitude"but fortunately I was brought up and not dragged up, and that is the silver lining at the end of the day.

I am OKAY!

Things are certainly looking grim but well, adaptation is the key and at least I do that well for once.
If there is a will, there is a way! And that concludes my shortest post to date.

In a Haze of Daze

The lack of activity in the blog was primarily me being busy and now feeling really crappy and down for some unknown reason.

Maybe homesickness or people sickness?
I just am muddled, confused, sad, irritated and all-kind of negative feelings put together and oozing out of every pore of my system. I still am in wonder on how I am handling it all but ah well life goes on.

I eat when I feel down and it seems to help (I am underweight so maybe it is okay) so at least I have something to take out all these ill-feelings. That is it for now; maybe it ought to end soon ... I hope.

Meanwhile I am trying to drown myself in work; at least the satisfaction factor is there! What a hope! =)